Wednesday, April 22, 2015

You should have been there aaji(Grandma)

He felt he was strong within but he wasnt 5 days had past she had left him but it seemed  like ages. I could see him crying  from inside because the love had left him alone without his companion .49yrs of successful  comapanionship was devastated in one day.
 My grandfather one of the strongest  persons in my life was shattered  from the core when my grandmother was no more first few days he showed that he was strong  and determined  but eventually  all his strength  was lost fever  took him over platelets has gone down to make him weak within a span of 5 days he seemed weak as never before. I personally  never saw him being romantic  with grandma but there lied immense  love and romance  in silence  of both and now her absence  made me feel that.I personally  never believed in  love or great relationship's but what I was Seeing was horrible he woke up at night  shouting  and yelling her name but didn't  cry at all he always took her name after  every sentence  but knew she was absent forever he was logical as always  by being  strong  but somewhere deep down inside he was weeping, his heart was flooded with thousands  of  thoughts and tears.I made him sleep on my lap patting  him like he used to do when  I  was small  yet could  not comfort him all I realised  was that he had lost his half  heart the day she left him he suddenly  uttered  few words that pierced  through  my heart  cracking  it down " tu astis tar zop lagli asti, aayushya bhaar me ekta kasa he sagla ubha kelay he mhanaycho pan kharatar he sangaychach rahun gelo mala banavnari tu hotis"(if u were here there would  have been sleep, whole of my life I bragged how I created myself  so well but in those times I forgot  to mention  that you are the one who created me.)
Life can't  be  spent alone it never will be fruitful that ways all those fancy fangs of being cool single I need no one are good for fiction's

Braveheart

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